November 20, 2011

"Interest is important when it comes to choosing a career".Discuss.
That was my written MUET exam question yesterday.
How ironic.
I was told that my application is "okay" and that I will be getting my offer letter soon when I called up PIDC the other day.
If this is true,I will make my way to India in March.
I don't know.
Suddenly I started thinking this is a wrong idea from the beginning.The whole thing is a wrong idea!!!! Going India is also a wrong idea !!!!!!
And truth be told,I don't feel like going to India.
I've always wanted to leave home and KL but when I really have to,I do not want to do it !!!!!!
Dentistry will take me such a long time.
I do not know if it'd be worth while.
In fact,I already feel tired even before I start.
I got no confidence in me.
JPA has sucked everything out of me ; life,happiness,confidence.
It has been 2 years already and yet I still can't forgive myself.

2 hearts:

kyle said...

update me before you leave.

Chronicler said...

It's not your fault, Deb. You did the best that you could do. JPA and the people behind them, they're the ones who've wounded you, denied you what you've worked so hard to achieve. They stole your dream. You don't have to punish yourself for others' evil.

Take strength, Deb. Don't be afraid of the future. Think of it this way; When you come back, educated, successful, you can proudly say to those scum, "I did it, and I did it without any help from you!"

And you can bet that we'll all be right here and proud of you, no matter what.

Nothing interesting here.Just some words which need to be said out.Kind soul!