December 30, 2011

THERE'S NO REHEARSAL IN LIFE

So,I have decided NOT TO GO India anymore.
All this while I thought I am strong enough to go study in a foreign country where the environment there is worse than our country's on my own but as the date approached,I give up.I don't think I can cope with the stress of you know,far away from family and that place itself is just as bad.It's INDIA !!! I like Dentistry,I really like it.Doing it locally,is almost impossible.Dentistry in IMU freaking costs half a million ! HALF A MILLION ! Money doesn't grow on trees. Of course I am sad I am not able to do what I want to do,what do you think! On the brighter side,every career has its own pros and cons. I think I am taking up Law instead.I will try to like it.After all,life isn't much of a choice. My father insisted me to do it elsewhere rather than ATC. He wanted a more conducive environment ; more like a uni but I told him,its ok,doesn't matter what and where I study anymore. Cuz I do not care anymore ! Indeed !!!


IT'S SAD TO END UP WHERE I AM TODAY,REALLY SAD.IT'S A FAR CRY FROM WHAT I WANTED WHEN I WAS YOUNG ; TO STUDY IN THE UK AND ALSO THE REST OF MY PEERS. I BLAME NO ONE BUT MYSELF BECAUSE IN LIFE, " YOU GET WHAT YOU GIVE ". LIFE WORKS THAT WAY. HOW I WISH I COULD REALIZED THAT MUCH EARLIER IN LIFE.
WHAT COULD BE WORSE THAN LETTING YOUR OWN FAMILY MEMBERS ( GRANDPARENTS AND PARENTS ) DOWN TO SEE THE FIRST PERSON IN THE FAMILY TO STUDY ABROAD. THERE'S NO REHEARSAL IN LIFE. LASTLY,LISTEN TO YOUR PARENTS AND YOU WILL NEVER GO WRONG. EVERYTHING HAS ENDED.

1 hearts:

Keli said...

You are a very good writer,and hope things are getting better for you.

Just be yourself,and stay true to what your heart is telling you.Never look back,and stay strong..:)

Keli

Nothing interesting here.Just some words which need to be said out.Kind soul!