Today is another day where I feel depressed,upset and extremely down.All the while I thought life is unfair.Since young,my relationship with my family has not been well and I grew up feeling lonely and insecured.Happy or sad,I am always alone.But I still made it through.I survived through all the drama(s) that took place during my rebellious years.I believe it will pay off till one point in life where I started slacking and did not do well enough to secure a scholarship.That moment onwards,life meant nothing to me.Nothing.Because the only thing that kept me living despite my past is gone forever.And I am gone too.Forever.Things got worse.I am stucked here,hating myself and life even more while some of my peers are enjoying themselves studying abroad.Some managed to obtain scholarships while others,needless to say,are lucky enough to be born in such affluent family.Happiness has a price and I can't afford to pay.